You ever been a period of waiting? It seems like I’m on the cusp of some very good things in life and this fall the calendar is almost wall to wall already, filled with some fun opportunities. Intentionally, in this last week before school starts, I decided to keep things on the calendar fairly clear to focus on the girls and getting our home ready for the impending busyness. And yet, I’m feeling a little restless, like I’m ready for everything to begin and yet holding on to the quiet and gentle ease of these end of summer days. It seems to be a strange place to dwell, indeed.
I have to be honest that I’m a little nervous about the future holds (or maybe it’s just the amount of preparation that I know I need to do to be ready for what’s coming around the corner) because I like to think in terms of definites. Even though I’m a sloppy person externally (I’m becoming more ok with it as I obviously have no probs announcing it on here on a regular basis), I am an orderly person in my mind (go ahead and laugh at me because that makes no sense even when I read it back). I like to have things lined out and in order, and know where they’re leading EXACTLY. Right now there are some unknowns. Don’t get me wrong, they’re potentially great unknowns but unknown all the same.
But if I put things in proper perspective, things are amazingly wonderful right now. I have two very funny, healthy, and interesting children. My husband is nothing short of a rock star on so many levels. He’s encouraging, hard working, and unbelievably cute. I have been blessed ridiculously through writing this blog – with new and interesting friends and opportunities, new ways to save money, new way to share those money saving ideas, and the ability to celebrate victories like paying off our car this summer. My life is richer and fuller than a year ago and I have you to thank! Each day I receive encouraging comments, e-mails, and Facebook messages from each of you. They are such a blessing to me. You’ve been generous with your words and you can’t imagine what that generosity has done to encourage me onward. I’m glad that I’ve been able to help you get something for nothing and daily save money. I’m glad you’ve been able to experience a bit of the peace that’s been given to me since we started our journey toward frugality.
All of that said, I think I’ll turn my restlessness into focus today and get done what I can to prepare for the future (whatever shape it may take). Life is good. And I am thankful.
I’m glad you’re a part of my Royal Savings Quest. It wouldn’t be the same without you.
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Krista says
I’m thinking that great minds think alike. I always love when it starts to get busy, but always feel restless and a little nervous. I am also not a very organized person, especially around the house. It’s like you were describing me.
I figured I’d introduce myself. My name is Krista Murrey. I am a stay at home mom of 4 kids ages 5, 4, 2 and 1. I have been following your blog for a few months now and check it everyday. I also know your husband. I used to work for him. I believe he would remember me even though it has been almost 3 years. I had even met you a couple of times.
Thanks for all of your great advice on grocery shopping. It has helped us save tons of money.
"The Queen of Free" says
Of course we both remember you Lady Krista! So glad that you have found us again through QoF. I think you’ve added another little person since we last chatted.
Thanks for understanding my muddle sense of being right now. 🙂
More than glad to help with any advice on saving that I can pass along. Thanks for being a Money Saving Lady in the Court of the Queen of Free.
punkinmama says
First, school is starting way too early this year. But it’s nice that you’ve deliberately chosen to have the last week or so be devoted to your girls.
Second, you are an amazing person. I loved meeting you and hope we can all hang out again soon!